Thursday, April 26, 2007
sheesh.im going to start sounding like some emo kid. BUT BUT BUT, i really dread school.
wads worse, i have to tolerate
your emo and depressed face.i just cant understand how
you can suddenly act so indifferent towards everything.sometimes im secretly glad when
you dont come, so i wouldn't have to think of stuff to talk about.its getting sort of tiring and awkward when
you dont talk and do
your occassional disappearing act.maybe we just dont have a common topic and things that
you are passionate about are the exact opposites of those im passionate about.to be honest, on days when im feeling random and crappy, i feel a twinge of sympathy for
you. on others, i cant wait for school to end so i can escape the awkwardness and tension between us all.
school has been a strain on me - physically and mentally.bwahh.im resorting to stuffing my face full with icecream.it keeps my troubles away!(:
i cant thank fate enough for giving me really FANTASTIC friends like lynette, lydia, jiaqi, lijing, wendy etc.im only naming these few people cos i've been talking to them alot and they have all played apart in brightening up my days.(:
LYDIA - for sending me really random msg like christmas is in 8 more months. haha. i was trying really hard to figure out who would be that random when i saw the msg. and for abandoning her studying partner to accompany me for the game.thanks my lovely MOLEY!(:
LYNETTE - for watching the game with me, even though she was supposed to be studying for H3.lala.i know you love icecream.i do too!(:
JIAQI - kake!(: even though i dont always see you ( wad with you being busy and all. :p), whenever we meet up, we crap nonsense and its just heartwarming to see you always taking my side.thank you pal.(:
LIJING - heyy dear dear friend. i know you're upset about syf.look on the brighter side alright! dance is about the passion.(: i would do anything to cheer you up including oversending my sms and trying to make chances for YOU two!haha.really had fun crapping about the two of YOU.(: love loads!(:
WENDY - heyy girl.dont worry too much alright.i believe things will take a turn for the better.so dont think too much about the negative thoughts. all those random nonsense that we sprout in school really chase all those moody moments away. thank you small girl!(:
love icecream and i cant to go eat!(: i think my emo moment has passed.lala.i finally going to see kake's burnt face, thats if there's enough sun for her to tan and get burnt!:p lala.(:
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